Awakening: Where Has All the Wonder Gone?

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Hi Everyone, I pray that you, at this very moment, are experiencing the presence of God in your day. Now is a good time to be still and let God speak to your heart.

This week we shift somewhat as we seek to experience this last week of Lent, which we call Holy Week. How do we fully experience the glory of Holy Week as we move closer and closer to the cross and embrace resurrection in Jesus Christ? In pursuit of this blessed experience we consider the role of wonder and awe in the presence of God’s magnificent sacrifice for us and the gift of eternity with God, which comes as an act of pure divine grace from God who is Love.

Where Has All the Wonder Gone?

Wonder occurs when we are still enough to let God’s magnificence, goodness, love, and beauty enrapture our senses with an overpowering meaning that cannot be explained or articulated. Wonder forces us to behold God’s creation, God’s work and God’s presence in such a way that it changes us forever. Wonder thus is dangerous if we wish to never encounter that which will bring dramatic change in our lives. Wonder is profound openness to surprise at every turn. Unfortunately because we are afraid, too busy, too self-absorbed, or just too unaware, most of us have become what we might consider too mature, cool, or unsure of ourselves to allow for wonder in our lives. But, Jesus told us to come as little children. Much of this is a call to be open to wonder. Most of the time we hope that one day we will have time for wonder; maybe a planned vacation, or some leisure time apart from regular life events , when we have time. There is a big problem with this however, as without wonder it is virtually impossible to grow spiritually because it is by wonder that we become radically open to the notion that we are not alone, that there is One who boggles the mind, who we cannot fathom, who yet cares for us very very deeply and wants to have a relationship with us; God. The tragedy and irony of it all is that we do not have to go anywhere to be struck by wonder. All we have to do is open our hearts, and look at the people and the things we see every day with a newness of focus and attention. The problem is that we generally go out to meet the world with expediency that precludes any notion of time wasted, or not used to our best advantage. But this is the irony, because by living expediently we in affect make the opportunity for wonder secondary, which in turn leaves us with time, life, that is decidedly less than optimum. Expediency and wonder go hand in hand to allow for a whole experience of life because by expediency we accumulate information in order to grasp and control our environment, while wonder deepens our appreciation of that which we experience, thus making our response to that experience both useful (expedient) and enjoyable (wonder). Again this is not exclusively the realm of what might be called special events, but instead becomes the realm of all events, even those we have relegated to the usual or the mundane. For example the expedient way to approach a piece of music is to learn the basics, maybe understand the form and explain it to someone else. The wonder of music however is how it makes you feel, which at its core cannot be fully described with words, it must be experienced, savored and entered into. Wonder therefore is the sense of the ineffable nature of the song (life), whereas failure to wonder simply explores the laws and rules of the song (life). Finally, wonder brings with it the truth of unity as all things are seen as one loved by God. To see life as an object is to be alone. To see life through the eyes of wonder is to enter into all that is. How does this speak to our walk to the cross, to this year’s upcoming Passion Week? What would it be like to experience Palm Sunday, Holy Thursday, Good Friday, Holy Saturday and Easter Sunday through the eyes of wonder? What are you willing to risk being changed, perhaps profoundly as we journey with Christ; Christ’s passion, death and resurrection through a lens of wonder, and openness to surprise. You can practice by placing yourself in front of something beautiful and gazing upon it, looking at it as never before, becoming aware of all the hidden intricacies and the miracle that it exists at all, as well as the miracle that you are able to wonder at it, in God’s presence.

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Recommended Reading

(Additional to our daily Scripture reading)

  • Gratefulness, the Heart of Prayer, by David-Steindl Rast

  • I Am A Follower, by Leonard Sweet

  • Becoming Human, By Jean Vanier

  • Knowing As We Are Known, by Eugene T. Yotka

  • Let Your Life Speak, by Parker Palmer

  • Desiring God’s Will, by David Benner

  • Walking In The Light, by Steve Harper

  • Thoughts in Solitude, by Thomas Merton

  • Incarnation: The Surprising Overlap of Heaven & Earth, by Will Willimon

  • The Mystic Way of Evangelism, by Elaine A. Heath

  • A Hidden Wholeness, by Parker Palmer

  • The Return of the Prodigal Son, by Henri Nouwen

  • Way of Love: Recovering the Heart of Christianity, by Norman Wirzba

  • Falling Upward, by Richard Rohr

  • Between the Dark and the Daylight, by Joan Chittister

  • New Seeds of Contemplation, by Thomas Merton

  • Love Henri, by Henri Nouwen

  • New! The Divine Dance, by Richard Rohr


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